Biggest Fan
by Chibi Shi-Chan
Chapter Nine: Misunderstandings Lead to Broken Hearts
It was raining. The type of rain that pours when one is depressed. You know when you are in a bad mood and it suddenly starts to rain. Well, that's the type of rain it was.
Duo ran. He ran faster and faster in the rain. He had to get out of that house, those words hurt too much.
//He used you. He's leaving tomorrow//
Duo's tears mixed in with the rain.
//Why didn't he tell you? He probably wanted some Chicago ass.//
"Why Heero, why did you do this to me?" He kept running until he saw a familiar hotel. Thunder crashed, causing Duo to look like some kind of demon in the rain. His eyes had a different kind of fire in it, one of not only pain and sorrow...but of anger.
Heero watched the rain fall, lost in his own thoughts. He had read the e-mail over and over again. He had it memorized by now.
//Duo says bye too.//
Heero sighed as he remembered Relena's message.
//He says bye and thank you for last night. He usually tells his lovers that.//
"Duo, you couldn't even say good-bye. You had to lie to me." Wufei entered the room with a sad look on his face as well. His friend was finally happy, only to have his happiness taken away as fast as it had came. He really thought Duo was different, but he was obviously wrong.
"Heero, you should start packing." Said Wufei, trying to hide his own sadness.
"Yes, thank you." Heero walked away from the window to pack, now happy to leave the city.
"I'm sorry sir but Heero doesn't want any visitors tonight." Said the secretary at the front desk of the hotel.
"I'm sure he doesn't. What's he doing, fucking some other fan of his." Said Duo. The secretary's eyes widened.
"Well...uh..." Duo sighed and took off in the direction of Heero's room.
"WAIT!" But she couldn't catch him even if she tried.
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
Heero growled, glaring at the door.
"I said no visiters."
*KNOCK KNOCK*
Heero was about to pound whoever had the nerve to show up at his door and beat on it. He opened the door and gasped. Violet eyes stared back at him. They were red from tears and the black covered body was soaked from the rain. There was something else in those eyes...it was anger. Heero's eyes turned cold too, remembering what he was told. Duo too was angry, remembering his sister's words.
//He's leaving tomorrow.//
//He says bye and thank you for last night.//
Duo, never liking silence, made the first move. He stepped into the room and turned at his lover after he closed the door.
"So, it's over right?" He was in no mood for long discussions, he wanted to get straight to the point.
"Us, if you want it that way." Said Heero cooly.
"Were you even going to tell me that you were leaving?" Asked Duo.
"What's the point, it wouldn't matter to you anyway." They were so angry that they couldn't see the obvious set up Relena laid out.
"I should be saying that about you."
"Look Duo, let's just say our good-byes now O.K. I have no time for games." Duo's glare intensified.
"So all of this was a game? Nothing mattered to you did it? You just wanted a quick fuck before you left. I bet you do that a lot." Said Duo. Heero growled, his glare getting colder and colder.
"Only to cheap people such as yourself." The words just flew out, neither of them thought about what they were saying. They just wanted to hurt the other person.
The fight continued.
"Cheap? That's not what you said at the time!"
"Well you seemed to be enjoying yourself. You have the nerve to talk about me when you are just as bad."
"How the HELL can you say that? I...I gave myself to you cause I loved you. I guess you don't know about love."
"Well I don't think you do either. You were using me cause I'm Heero Yuy, your biggest obsession. How many of your friends can you tell that to? Yeah, I thought I knew love with you, but I goes YOU don't know what love is. Lust is more your game."
"LUST! I wasn't in lust. I was in love, and I say was cause I'm sure as hell ain't no more."
"Ha, I never could love a whore like you. You were just a quick fuck anyway."
//Just wanted some Chicago ass.//
"Bastard! You're not even good enough for me to enjoy. You're just a little boy, I need a man. You obviously can't get up on my level."
//Thank you for last night.//
Heero saw red. He wanted to cause pain to the beauty who eased his way in his heart, only to break it. He wanted him to feel the pain he felt in his heart. Before Duo could react, Heero raised his hand and smacked the life out of him. Duo crashed to the ground, holding his cheek in pain. Heero gave him a sick smile as he looked down at the boy, the boy he loved, the boy who used him, the boy who felt nothing for him, the boy who caused him a pain he had never felt before.
"I'll show you what level I'm on, I'll show you...little slut...what fucking level I'm on." Tears left the cobalt blue eyes but he ignored them. He took pleasure in the pain he caused Duo, like it was some sort of drug. He was delighted to see tears leave the violet orbs, that was a good thing. He swooped down and pinned Duo's hands above his head, keeping him at bay.
"Let go!"
"No." He kissed him, he kissed him hard. There was no feeling in it at all. It was nothing like their first kiss. Duo bit the tongue that tried to enter his mouth, causing Heero to slap the other cheek.
"Don't act like you don't want it."
"Never, I never did. I...I never loved YOU!" Lied Duo. That struck home.
"And how...how can you expect me to love someone like you?" Lied Heero. They were both lying to each other, but their anger blinded them.
"Yes that's right, I just wanted a quick fuck, that's it. And I got it too." Laughed Heero.
"You son of a BITCH! LET GO OF ME!!!"
"Let go, LET GO!!! I AM letting go." Said Heero, biting on Duo's neck. There was no emotion in it at all, he just wanted to hurt him. He didn't realize that the whole situation was hurting them both.
"So do it, let go. That's all you want right. Take me, you sick fuck take me."
"Oh I plan to, and then it'd be over between us."
"Oh believe me baby, it's already over."
They were both breathing heavily, tears flowing freely. They both remembered the good times they had, before the darkness appeared in their lives.
//You're absolutely beautiful Duo.//
//Boy's aren't beautiful Heero. They're handsome, like you.//
Duo's body began to tremble, remembering that night.
//I...I love you Heero.//
//Love you too Duo.//
Heero wiped his tears away, sitting up.
"Leave Duo. Just go." Duo stood up, staring at Heero.
"I...I thought you were gonna..."
"No...just go. I...I don't want any part of you. Get out of my life." Duo's heart crumbled more and more. But he wouldn't show it. He would never let Heero see him fall.
"I think that's what we both want. Good-bye Mr. Heero Yuy." Duo walked out of the room and slammed the door. The rain poured harder outside and Heero sank to his knees, crying for the first time in his life.
Duo couldn't even make it out the door of the hotel, he broke down by it. The secretary came over to him and helped him up.
"Sir, can I call you a cab?" She asked.
"N...n...no...I'll just...I'll just...walk th...th...tha...thanks." Duo sniffled, trying to hold in his tears but causing more to flow out. He gave the secretary a weak smile and walked outside in the rain, welcoming the drops to try and wash away his sorrow.
Treize and Wufei had heard the whole fight, both feeling sadness in their hearts.
"Something tells me there's more to this. Why would they fight over something so trivial?" Asked Wufei.
"I know. Just a few hours ago Heero was saying that Duo should come with. Now, he wants him gone." Said Treize.
"I hate to see him like this Treize. He was so happy, so open. He's just gonna close up again."
"You said that Heero said that Duo's sister left him an e-mail right? Perhaps we should go look at it. I really don't think Duo was the type of person she described him to be." Wufei nodded. a frown crossing his face.
"Unfortunately we got an early flight. We're gonna have to do it tomorrow...on the way to L.A." Treize sighed.
"Will it be too late?" He wondered. Wufei sighed.
"I don't know love...I really don't know."
The next morning Duo went over to Quatre's house, where him and Trowa were watching T.V. He had told them the entire story and the two of them held their crying friend. Just then, the T.V. show was interrupted.
"Folks, we're here to say good-bye to Mr. Heero Yuy." The three watched as the Japanese youth boarded the plane, a gloomy look on his face.
"It looks like he's alone, I wonder what happened to his friend?" Asked the reporter. The man tried to go ask Heero that, but the Japanese youth surprised him by turning to glare at him.
"WHAT!" He screamed. The man shivered.
"Just...just wondering where you friend is. That boy from the other day." Said the man. Heero snarled at the man.
"I don't care where he is...he can burn in hell for all I care." He then boarded the plane. Duo's tears increased as his heart stopped. He watched through hazy eyes as his biggest obsession and his first love...took off into the sky.
*wipes tears and runs off to hide from angry readers*
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