Searing Blue
by d_huron
The room is shrouded in darkness once more, with the exception of the occasional crackle of lighting from the raging thunderstorm. Howling winds, earth shaking thunder…..so violent, yet with remarkable beauty.
I yearn to be out, within the raging tempest…..surrendering to it, in hopes of finding that which was lost…..ripped away so long ago. Would the heavens strike me a bolt of lighting…?
A slight movement to my left and I turn towards the person still by my side. I can only see his outline, in the darkness. For once, I’m grateful….
Searing Blue….his eyes burnt me to my very soul….
‘I hate you…’ my words come back, haunting me as does his reaction….the acceptance? He didn’t get angry…or try to reason with me…he remained the same….
But….his eyes……by the gods…..
Icy blue melted…leaving soft, vulnerable _Hurt_ ones…I saw into his soul that night…
Time seems to have escaped me, I can not remember how long ago it was…but he has been by my side, silent.
All I see are those searing blue eyes…hurting me…..but I know it hurt him worse….
Heero
When did I close my eyes..? Why are my hands shaking…I can feel the tears building up again….rolling down my face…
I jump, startled as I feel his fingers on my cheek…did I say his name out loud…or…?
There are those eyes, but not searing…..sorrowful….concerned….
What…is wrong with me….I can’t……
Trapped by his eyes….searing blue slowly fading…..into soft cerulean
So much runs through my mind….to say to him….but I can’t find the words…
He seems so much closer…..I can feel his breath on my cheek….warm, chasing away the cold…what is happening…..I’m so confused…
Closer, still….
“I love you…”
The faint whisper….from my lips….
Before he kisses me…
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